Jeff’s in Amsterdam

Al’s in Portugal

I’m in France

Christ they say

was born thousands

of years ago

so we drink

and eat too much

I knew a guy

who went from Paris

to Amsterdam to buy

a bunch of coke

for his 70th birthday

brought it back

and died of a heart

attack

 

I know this road

and my way to Ales

but driving in this fog

anything could happen

the white horse 

is grazing in Bagard 

the hawk preys 

from power lines

the sky is dead

the people are cooking

children are annoying 

in Anduze the river floods

every year now they

talk themselves to death


Next week’s winter

sky’s dead drizzling

vines bare trees still

autumn russet grass

green but not growing

it is almost Christmas

in the village a market

the people are smiling

coffee at the cafe

waiting for sun

to warm the terrace

the Cevenole know no

less than the seasons

praise the Cigales

when they return

Christmas more

than a day a birth

I am here and nowhere

like New York

Copenhagen Amsterdam

Lisbon nowhere else

she sleeps I soon

will sleep in Spain

windy days the sea

waves Sundays

the people breakfast

at the bakery smoke

cigarettes over coffee

children loose in the streets

it’s almost as if unto us

a savior is born

but that’s why I’m here

the last thing I need

is saving the first thing

to be left alone

November 2025

Back in France after six months

in Andulacia it is cold the earth

is brown the sky is gray the leaves

smell dead and except for wind

silence I am another year here

what I think matters little now

to what is eternal so many gone

in their turn so many still alive

this is the age of letting go

of everything except of what

is eternal I being the exception

 

Terminal two Lisbon

Amsterdam by lunch

what changes where

one of those portraits

of some one you don’t know

on a wall in a cafe

could be Lisbon Amsterdam

one of those portraits

of some one you might

recognize from Lisbon

Amsterdam

 

Saber sold hot dogs

on the Nieuwmarkt

lived across the street

couldn’t read

a little guy who brawled

in the red light bars

a daughter in The States

got him to Egypt ignored

his constant calls back

saw him last at the Zeepost

wouldn’t look me in the eye

The Scene

people come

and go

you have a laugh

over a drink

a smoke then

go home read

pass out