easy to disappear
pledge no allegiance

Letter From A Friend

As for me, everything is damaged and i honestly feel like i’m lost.
Been wondering about suicide, heroin...
Came to the conclusion that many things don’t make any sense and that maybe nothing is the way i thought about it.
Got accidentely pregnant, and when i found out it was too late to abort .
Lost my dog.
Lost my house and for 3 weeks i’ve been living in a friends car...

Anyways, sometimes i think that none of this is really real and that at some point i will eventually wake up.

It’s February
In Amsterdam
Against my will