After Paradise, I began automatically recording my impressions of ideas from scientists, philosophers, poets, musicians, painters, sculptors and friends and was left with many notebooks full of scribbled chunks of text that I chiseled down to form curious juxtapositions. The result is Selfish Monologues, egopoetic rants from oblivion.
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from Selfish Monologues
His handwriting shows no respect
she sleeps these twenty years or so
colliding
with the screams of reality fit
only for shelter and food
you have a long way to go
years between conversations in your true voice
believed cursed since you learned to talk
this is when gods and men revive the air
purged
in the theatre of sacrifice
when war is trivial and peace responds
in every selfish monologue
the streets raise an order that the sun
shine shadows on the wall
every child a drip in the slow destruction