it's scary to be a poet
there's lot's of blood
and those who were
might still be

I'm sick of being
myself last night
we went to watch
the sunset something
I usually don't do

Letter To Another Friend

had dinner with austrians
the sound of austrian economics
will kill you
I love killing with armies
when I was young
we didn't kill anyone
I love killing
I love getting high
and killing
and waking up and wondering
I love killing with guns
how after killing with guns
I love to kill with bombs
I love to kill you I am
living to kill you I will love to kill you

Soon it will be
an hour ago
and I will have
been having had
an hour to kill
in the airport
there on time

at the mercy
of what

God And All That

's the question
why does God
's not the waves
or the rain
the fact 's music
's the poetry
's when 's where
's when's 's really
's where 's when
's why's
no choice
HA
's magine that
's yous ain'ts
's livin in a bar
you's ain't
livin in a bar
gots cleans
the puke's
livin in a bar's
gots children
livin in a bar
gots frontier
gods when
will it end

When I Kill Myself I Will Kill Myself In Amsterdam

nobody can itself improves wishes then a amsterdamer be time is no longer than a dog to the oar go lie or will sit on that spot and do further or you do not exist by time you can call you do not do as snow for the sun the first day large panic was, nobody said we will live and do what we want first people stood where they wanted be he/she forgot as from the first hour that firstly the tale of people who you are how he and they are as particles in the man machinery of city and country how live to live a phantom language became stone and leg which belonged to each other in that Scottish and crooked world chamber of the 21ste century with all to the same red wire says how it is remains too high seized time is a type what brain in the war holy must a much propeller twisted too permanently as time hangs out your throat words talked bullshit with plat to take part in a conversation and differently appoint not seized from living but there discreet let down in time that appointment not to come too late an adoptive word by everyone uses to agree something with a earthly voice that in no reality what is possible time as inner tube which ventilates keep must with a rubber saw knock together want from day and night time as a fissure in a splendor moment an excited bell which stops each time time, an elongated tone that virtually inaudible is